im in threesixzero productions.

just thankful enough for not being in any project works,
bore me to death!



the company's working environment gives a comfy sleek feeling,
the people seem okay too.
hope i can have a fun 4mths plus of time there and learn new things!
^^

(though there's like journals to hand in fortnightly and write lengthy reports in btwn. who doesnt know how much i hate writing??? duh.)



starting work next mon,
bukit merah hur..
great.


so im here left with one last slack wk.
ENJOYYYYY PING.
u know u'll miss this kinda life somehow.
:/








beeen ages since i took pics,
cause i dont bother to makeup now.
HOW.

maybe start work..
den continue my selcas.
X)









target is to set up my mini hompy on Cyworld for my korean,
able to read and write well there without frowning so hard or squeezing my eyes out.
I CAN DO IT.

wooo so blogger's fine now.

.....




actually i have nothing to blog abt.
LMAO.

jus wanna post pics cause blogger works alrdy.
XD


my desktop wallpaper.

i love the dance, the hair, the music.
everything.
:D

awwww,
my cute Jingyo.


kekekeke~
so now my blog has nothing but fanatics.
MUAHAHAS.






i borrowed 张爱玲's books to read..
just wanna read her books suddenly,
hope i dun fall aslp.
let's try tmr.
wakaka.



im changing my phone sooon!
happy happy~



and..

nothing much now.
bye!

i cant describe my feeling.


i actually missed the Heartbreaker album date.
i didnt listen to the album and watch the MV ytd!

so drained from the job i went to slp immediately after my hair dried..
i know i'll not be able to stop spamming my brain with Jingyo if i went online.



it was his birthday ytd too!
his album is the best gift to him and to us VIP.

he's finally 21..
yet he's done so much alrdy!


he was the one letting me know that theres nothing wrong with the Kpop industry, but how good it is instead.
he was the one letting me know how interesting Korean culture is.
he was the one letting me know that rapping might not only belong to the blacks' world.
he was the one letting me know how fashion can be so interesting and important.
he was the one letting me know how a leader of a boyband should behave and act.
he was the one letting me know wad kind of man attracts my attention.





the list goes on..
so does my love for you Jingyo. ^^


Seeing Tabi in Haru Haru MV on MTV Channel was the light that brought me to Big Bang,
but it was Jingyo who made me fall deeply in love with them,
it was Youngbae who made realise how i can drool on someone's dance moves,
it was Daesungie who made me smile because of his smile,
it was Seungri maknae who make me realise.. how confident one can get.

everyone of them makes Big Bang,
the group that transformed me into a fangirl.
a proud fangirl, a happy blissful fangirl that smiles to herself whenever they come to mind.

who on earth can do that to me?!
X)




besides saying Happy Birthday! to Jingyo,
Big Bang anniversary is near too.

so i hereby declare my love and devotion to both Big Bang and G Dragon as an individual!



a day being a VIP, forever I'll be one.
^^

went for two interviews today,
have another one more this coming friday.

having 3 interviews in a week is a first to me,
just like watching 4 movies last week.

i totally have no idea why my schedule is always like that..
either it's so free everyday, or that everything must be cramped within days.
hmmmmm.




alrights so tdy got up damn early (like 8am, LMAO)to go interview for NTU IT Promoter position.
its at Eunos la wtheck, imagine the travel time~~

budden..
got the job alrdy! (:
so its fine.
XD




den went Paya Lebar SPC building slack since there's fastfood, This Fashion, NTUC etc..
bought 2 shorts for like 8bucks each la!
kekeke, such a sight.

2pm's interview was for school intern..
i tink i screwed, cause i din know wad to do.
LMAO!

was kinda come-and-go feel,
and 6 vying for 2 positions.. hurhur, fun sia.

perhaps i need to do well for fri's in case i cant get in both and end up somewhere else.
(back to ngeeannpoly.... :O!)




but well at least one interview went out well tdy so its alright.

selca below shows that,
i do not know how to smile properly.
XD

i want the boys back in Korea!
though im relieved they're doing fine in Japan.
:D

but i wannnnnnnnnnn Jiingyoooooooo ~~~

poor blog, collecting dust already..

come faster internship! i need something new besides,
looking at hazel..
reading blogs..
watching movies and dramas..
surfing the net..
slacking.

kay im not complaining that im so free now,
just that working is more.. interesting.

anyways, went out with Queeny on sat.

watched Murderer at Bugis Filmgarde..
only 4 people in the theater!
tink we went there too early (11.40am), LMAO!

movie's not nice!
i like twists and unexpected plots but not that kind!
very.. sucky.

Do Not Watch It.



then went orchard ION since we nvr went there before.
erm.. nth much.
maybe wait a litttttttle longer?

some shops are not fully opened yet.

had afternoon tea at this Fruit Paradise selling fruit tarts.
quite good at first taste but it gets disgusting till the end..
perhaps too much mousse, even i cant take it.
:/


while waiting..

our Blend Tea came first,
cute warmer aint it.
XD

the tea sucked.
too bland,
not tat kinda good-taste-comfy bland..so it really taste bad to me.


then our tarts~

her blueberry tart,

and my chocolate banana.




then we went cine to take neos,

look what the hell she did to me.
-..-




Taka was our last stop,
cant help but finally bought S.H.E's new book cause she led me to Kino.

but well, buying that stuff is 迟早的事。
kekekekeke~

am needing tops to wear,
time for my complexion to recover,
appetite to come back,
adaption to living with them again.


i guess i really liked the idea of living out there,
just that it must not be China again.
LMAO!







sometimes i just dont like to answer questions..
do they even know what and why are they asking?
i hope they do,
cause i really dont.

and..
i do not see a need to answer them when their responses will be the same regardless of my answer.
whats the point then?

aint it easier if they do not ask, i do not answer?
citing an old phrase.. don't ask for the sake of it.

yes the world's human communication will break down if everyone's like that cause no more 'socializing' will kill human networks.
im just upset even friends would do that to me..intentionally or not.

so this is how my living-in-my-own-world-works,
not dreaming about my idols or hoping to live in a wonderland.


get it clear.

My baby's first birthday yesterday!

HAPPPY BIRTHDAY HAZELLLL~
^^

called Queeny along to the birthday party,
made her pocket got a big hole alrdy..
HAHAH!
x)




reached my sis's hse at ard 4pm..
camera-ed Hazel cause we got nth much to do.

reading my card?
LMAO!

fiddling her prezzies.

mine to her!
(:

like this pic!
can see some grandfather-daughter love.
:D



then she started crawling,
she still cant stand properly or walk!

even her crawling is army-style one,
not those on her knees de.
tsktsk..

either her hand too powerful,
or she too lazy to use her legs.
:/

spotted an elder sis~

playtime!

she's my.. jiefu's.. elder sis's.. daughter.
is that called niece too?
LMAOMAO!

anw they're relatives jiu dui le.

look at the difference in the eyes size
... ... ...

Hazel looked like she's crying when she laughed so hard.

&& her sexy cleavage.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA.

then she suddenly put her head on her floor,
scared everyone man.

cant afford her to keep banging her head.

cute little ballerina?
((:

the princess is drinking water in luxury.
lying on my laopa's lap kay!

kekeke.

happily eating..

while i zoomed in to her..

LMAOMAO!

sorry too boliao.
just nice she was meddling with her dress so i took a chance and snapped that photo.

eating kiwi~

changing playpal.





then was cutting of the cake!
see the birthday girl..cant wait to get to the cake.

everyone singing the birthday song.

cut cake!

hahahah anyone know of this little 'game'?

putting stuffs infront of her then see wad she chooses.

see the ruler beside her?
she chose that first.. i tink meaning doing business in the future.

then she threw it away on the floor,
and took the book and pen instead.

LMAOMAO!

so tgt,
ruler pen book.

instead of the calculator cake and red eggs.


i duno the meanings of each so dun ask me.
X)

she became so shagged after entertaining the guests,
getting carried by different people.

she always dun like to get close with males..
but ytd she like, know wads gg on and did not even make noise when they carried her!
Amazing.







then after that..
me and darr went to rot in the master bedroom cause it really got so borred.
-..-

so take pics lo.

yawn until there's tears in my eyes alrdy.

i was dancing to a song then she took it.
LMAO!

and i was singing to a song.
XD





still it was borred!
so we went to take a walk downstairs.

bought B&J icecream and Kinder surprise from 7-11.
we got the same toy!

yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..
cheat money.


then darr's dad came to fetch her home,
we went off tgt at the same time.

OFF TO OUR LAPPIES!
XD

took photos for the two of them.

Hazel looked so adult,
and so squared-faced!

XD

awwww, this is cuter.

she lou dian alrdy.
KEKEKE.



lastly..

the two Aunties Aunty(s)!
^^


HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONCE AGAIN GIRL!
love you baby~
:D